Ok. First Post.

Ok. HI. I'm Caitlin.

I used to blog, and I stopped. So I guess this is just me getting back into the swing of things. I hadn't really planned on starting to blog again, but today some drama popped up in my life that I really need to just get down or I feel like I might explode.

I used to date this kid who was a habitual drug user/drinker, and he quit using for me. When I broke up with him, he fell into a lull of using again. Apparantly now, he is getting heavy into drugs, heavier than he ever was, where he is never NOT using; he is in a habitual state of numb. He's hurting himself, and I feel it's my fault. He's been calling me alot, but I have a phobia of answering the phone for him. I guess I think if I actually talk to him, I'll date him again. Iuno. All I know is that he's basically killing himself and I'm in between a rock and a hard place.

So that's it for my first post. More later. From me, Caitlin.